DISENCHANTED

Let me make this clear; I am not exactly the blogger material. So don’t expect fantabulous changes everytime you decide to play the detective on my blog.

So this blog shall be where unwhispered thoughts make their way to. Like an adventure, where it’s adventurers would be the ordinarily special people in my life. Now look, we all know i’m a walking contradiction. Have you ever sat down at say coffee bean or starbucks and then survey the vast crowd that approaches. Then you’d make catty remarks on the way people dress or just the way people looked. For that moment you’d forget your inhibitions and your mind just clears because for a second, you are not focusing on yourself but on everyone else. Bliss isn’t it?

What I’m trying to say is that; I am still learning how to look on the brighter side of life (not that being bitchy helps!). Although there is a part of my past i wish not to let go of, i have to. That person is a part of my past and staying there. Often i have to remind myself not to get dragged into my whirlwind of memories. I am not the person who would piece up broken fragments and then pretend that they are whole when they are not. I would rather appreciate the broken fragments for what they are. I mean, if you appreciate love, you should accept and appreciate lost.

To conclude this midnight affair, i say, i am taking my time and i’d learn from my own mistakes. Give me time, for i am young. I’d love to avoid the mistake of hurrying to my destination and not appreciating the beauty of the journey.

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