Midnight Affair: 12
I feel like as if my pulmonary artery has been punctured. The empty cavity in my stomach has filled up with gastric juice. Somehow, I’ve forgotten to breathe. Could it be that my lungs just refuse to function. My body numbs and my face pales. Slowly my lips turn a ghostly shade of blue. Slowly, but surely i can feel the life in me extinguish. Goodnoght, and goodbye my friends.
Sometimes i do wonder, should i just die one day, would anyone cry over me? Would my bestfriends miss me and realise how deep our friendship is? Do you still think we can be bestfriends? Well, i miss you guys now. We barely meet up nowadays. This is not a "if you are not too long, i would wait here for you fo the rest of my life" moment. Well, till we meet again.
Why is it that every song that i choose to play today coincidentally has the words "better off alone anyway" WTF?!
One day, i’ll bring you on a walk around my neighbourhood. I’ll show you how beautiful it is to walk on a particular stretch of road. After the rain, the streetlights would illuminate the puddles. when the sun shines, you’d notice those silhoutte casted by the trees. It is a magnificent view. We’ll look out of my window to enjoy that ever so glorious sunset. We’ll think of all the others who’d envy us. I’ll bring you on a walk along the railwaytracks in the brimming moonlight. We’ll hold hands and listen to the crickets with only our shadows to guide us on. Surreal. You might not realise the beauty in these simple gifts.
Maybe, just maybe, you, like me, have not not been looking in the right places.
