Midnight Affair: 20

My insomniac’s back. I. Hate. It. Woke up at 1am just now to find myself starving. So me being me, toasted bread with cheese and yumyum. I worked out like shit just to tire myself. GYEAH i know, and I’m still fat. I realized that I can’t sleep whenever there’s so much on my mind. Like after every horrible break-ups. Before every single exam and first-days of schools. And like now, when my thoughts are lingering over,erm…a couple of people. Yes, I know I’m one confused bitch. Can a heart ever settle down, if its always searching for a home?

Ok, I know my previous post was such a betch. Turns out, everyone’s fine. Really. School is school. Average looking boy trying to save money up for his grand wedding. HAHAH! You know the impossibility of me ever saving up… OH! I don’t think I’m even going to get married, maybe like when I’m OLD-er. WHAHAHA!

I think I’ve got to stop thinking that Ngee Ann’s full of hot people and that I am fat and ugly. It’s getting to me. It’s driving me and possibly everyone around me NUTS. Well, that’s a little hard, I know.

OH BTW! FUCK YOU JAY! thanks for dropping me after you’ve screwed up my hair. YOU BITCH!

I miss : LABIN AND ERIANA. Everyone else seems to be busy with their lives anyway. *Looks at Halimah*, *stares at unreplied messages*, gyeah whatever. Of course I miss everyone, ALAN AND KAROL! Class and school just isn’t the same as before.

Love hurts, but sometimes it’s a good hurt. No, it doesn’t hurt; it just kills the millions of brain cells that’s already decaying anyway. I think I am burning up for you; some supernatural chemistry.

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