Midnight Affair: 42
You’re on my heart just like a tattoo.
First of all, to my all time Bitchmate. CHEER UP! The ___ who makes you cry/ emow aren’t worth your tears. Those who do don’t make you cry. Yes, a quote from your favourite label! I guess I kinda know how you feel. After all those times we’ve stayed up late to talk about these stuff, I’m bound to know how you might be feeling. The only advise I can give for now will be to take a deep breath, and push all the thoughts related to the number 7, aside. I know you’ll feel better soon enough. You take care.
Today during socpsych, Wing and I had the time of our lives. Topic of discussion: Homosexuality/ Bisexuality.
My attitude: I feel that it’s about feelings and emotions. Love is never wrong, and we have to accept and respect that Homo/Bisexuality exists.
Response from a classmate: Just because it exists, doesn’t make it right.
He was sitting behind me. I COULD HAVE SLAPPED HIM I TELL YOU! he was like, “oh, it’s just the way that I was brought up”. FUCK. You’re lucky it’s me, imagine how another person would take it.
I wrote as a response for another classmate’s statement that she doesn’t like Bi. They can make a relationship confusing. “Imagine if you were in their shoes. You’re confused about who you are or who you choose to love time and again, but you just can’t help feeling this way. How would you feel?”
Germaine said something that reminds me of what Julie said once.
“You know, your life gets more fun then…”
I don’t really know how I feel right this moment. I want my Bestfriend, BFFs and Bitchmates around me again. I want to cry on a shoulder i know won’t let me down. I remember writing something that goes like “Friendship should be beyond sexual orientation”. Thank you, I feel blessed that I’ve very understanding friends. I love you.
I want to quote something from Wing, it freaks me out when people like Wing and Alan CHOOCHOO starts to make sense.
“And in times when I lose faith in humanity
Its you guys that kept me holding on
Kept me holding on to faith
& friendship”
Come as you are. Take your time, hurry up.
