Midnight Affair: 49
Blame it on the weather
But the world is not on my side
Not today
Blame it on self-pity
But time is never on my side
Not today
And that’s the way life is
Sometimes you just need to write the stuff that’s bothering you down
Then, you’d realize you’re thinking too much
You’re blaming everything but yourself
I’ve discovered my joy in writing
It provides comfort
A warm hug
A fuzzy feeling that lets someone know that you still care
It puts a smile on my face when I know that my friends appreciate my works
It’s a feeling that beats going on a shopping spree
Sometimes when we feel that the world is such a cruel nasty place
All we need is a few seconds break
I’ll write you that break
I’ll let you know that at the end of the day
You’ve got me
Don’t get me wrong
I’m not trying to be superman
But my heart’s open to my best friends.
I might have just lost confidence in falling in love. Just like I lost confidence in the DJ last night. I’m afraid I might and will get hurt yet again. Anyways, in this community, I feel as if everyone has slept with everyone. I mean like… cliché much? So I have decided that I will not chase. Come what may, whatever will be, will be. Well, to who ever that’s in love, treasure this feeling while it lasts. I won’t do a sex and the city thing “you’re crazy to get married”. No, I won’t.
I feel that Magnum’s taking away my social life. I’ve got training almost everyday. I promise I’ll join my BFF’s on the 14th of this month after 3pm. I’m sorry. I’m performing for National Day, I hope Nadia won’t be celebrating her birthday on the 9th. If she has already confirmed the chalet, I’ll drop out of NDP. Promise. I’ve got commitments. And I’ve learnt my mistake. I won’t put too much heart into cheer. It rips your dreams apart. Call me cynical, but you’ve not been in my shoes. I joined Magnum on the condition that it won’t take my life away. I want to spend time with my friends, BFF’S, Best friends, Julie, Mum and Dad. I want to go shopping. I want to club. I want to go spinelli-ing. I want to enjoy!
I love cheerleading, but I love me more.
OH! I’m just wondering. If straight couples enter what’s supposed to be an honest lovey dovey relationship, do they expect to have sex like within 24 hours?! Like WTF! Ok, there’s a difference between flings when you know at the end of the night you’re going to have sex and a relationship. You don’t just ditch a person saying “you’re everything I ever wanted, except for the sex”. It’s just less than a month for fuck’s sake. You don’t expect anyone to stick a dick in their mouth when you’re just getting to know each other. Like I said, there’s a fucken difference when you go clubbing and hook someone up, or a one night stand when both adults consent to have sex or whatever. It’s a very heat of the moment thing. My goodness! I’m not even making sense anymore. Erghhhhh! I CURSE THE DAY YOU WERE BORN ROY!
