Midnight Affair:75

Alright, this post is going out to my homie. I guess only the 3 of us know what’s going on.

You’ve made a decision. No matter how much I wish it wasn’t so, I respect your decision. I’ve learnt how important it is to always respect someone’s decision. It would be outright selfish of me to insist that no you stay, no matter what. My advice is that, you should focus on your studies. That was what you came to Ngee Ann to do anyway. Do just that. You’ve contributed so much to ______. I am sure everyone would support you all the way and thank you for all that you’ve helped us with. You were like a beacon in the darkness. You helped me find my way back when I was lost. I am eternally grateful for that. I cannot assure you that it would be smooth sailing for you throughout your course of action. I can however, assure you a shoulder to cry on if ever you are in need. I won’t say that it would be easy to just let go, you might not even let go for a long time. I can however, tell you that it would be easy to find me. You’ve been a life changer. I can’t imagine going to the same place over again without you there. I can’t imagine how it’d be like, without your encouragement, your smiles and laughs (aka crazy antics), your jumping/rolling around one leg somewhere in the air. I just can’t imagine. i don’t want to. Back then, I was always by myself. You’re one of the few people I look up to.

Every now and then, we’ll find a special friend. Who never lets us down. Who understands it all, reaches out each time we fall. You’re the best friend that I’ve found. I know you can’t stay, a part of you will never end. Your heart will stay. I’ll make a wish for you, and hope it will come true. That life would just be kind to such a gentle mind. If you lose your way, think back on yesterday. Remember me this way.

I’m looking forward to friday, I’ll get to meet the usuals. Oh such love.

OK, now talking about a completely different person. I’ve never really realized how much you cheer me up each day. Until just now. I’ve never realized how much you fill the void. I can’t really translate how I feel when you’re not around into words. It’s like forgetting the title or lyrics or a song that you know. It’s like forgetting something that you have to do, you feel like there’s something more you have to do to make the day. You’re that something. Something special. So very special.

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