DISENCHANTED

Sometimes I guess, we’re too caught up in our own reality. The memories of our distant past are ebbing away, like the remnants of amber after a blast of fireworks. And just like those fireworks, our friendship’s colourful, loud, exuberant, nothing short of the ordinary. And just like those fireworks, our friendship lasted for just that moment. I thought something so bedazzling would somehow be imprinted on our minds, in our hearts. Maybe, we’re too preoccupied in our own reality. It’s like we’re all submerged beneath layers and layers of fond hugs, somehow wanting to break free but at the same time… too busy. I hope you’re not too busy running your whole lives to the ground, because I’m lost, and I don’t know the way out of a maze I’ve created subconsciously. I can’t explain this headache, this heart bleed. Just promise me you won’t leave and you’ll come back, soon enough.

I know all of us are occupied. We all have our families, our love lives. Geez, and we’re not even married. I do wonder if you’d miss me if I died tomorrow? Do you think of me the way I think of you? Do you remember me in your sweetest dreams? Do you love me the way I, you? Do you know that I still think about you guys. Do you know that I’m still missing you, especially now that you guys are faraway. I’ve got to find a way to stop myself from thinking of you. I need to find a way to stop you from falling into my mind. I’ve got to find a way to stop myself from thinking.

Cheers to everlasting friendship, or so we said.

Well, that’s that. Somehow I don’t feel that my life is lacking anything. Not yet luh. I’ve got some pretty amazing company and I really appreciate that. 

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