DISENCHANTED

I didn’t want to be rude, but your drove me to the wall. Firstly, you should know about my heritage. I am part Chinese, Peranakan Malay, Australian and Scottish. So, HOW CAN YOU CALL ME BLACK?!?! Have you ever seen a Nigger? or do you need a mirror. We know we always have a spot in the lime light, but you’ve got no right to compare us to spots!! 

You can take 10 million photographs but it doesn’t change the fact that someone fucked up. Everything looks so perfect from faraway, but my thoughts rearrange. The Magnum Experience has been a great one. But there’s something else that’s worth experiencing. It’s called life. Heard of it? 

Do you know what normal teenagers do during their free time? Gyeah, sure, they work out here and there. But they get to hang out with their cliques. They chill in town or somewhere nice talking and just… talking. They catch up with the lives of their best friends. They have dinner at home with their parents. Stuff like that. 

This is a decision that I’ve made. It’s got nothing to do with the rest of you. I expected “I respect your decision” is that too much to ask? am I reaching out for the impossible? didn’t think so. Of course this does not refer to everyone. Thanks to Citra, for always being there. For guiding me along rocky roads. Thanks Pan, for the fun, laughter, love and joy. Thanks Karenn, Kyra, Denise, Esther for hanging out and being yourselves. Magnum has reunited me with Fuzzy, and I’m greatful for that. Evan, from Dunearn to Ngee ann, from Cheetah to Magnum. Thank you so much. Vincent and Andrew, I’m sorry our package had to be disbanded. You guys have so much potential and I’m proud to have been able to work with you guys. I’ll remember what we talked about at the Loft. I’ll keep it shush. Thank you Lenny. For everything. 

I guess, I don’t want to involve myself with anything like this anymore. I’m over it. I am happy, I thought you guys would be happy for me too. I realized, I can’t expect that from everybody. I have no right to expect anything from anyone.

Are you happy with the changes?

Ecstatic

There’s nothing to feel sorry about. 

I feel like I’ve neglected all the significant people in my life for something I no longer pour my heart and soul into.

I’m making a decision, and I know my heart is in the right place.

If I choose to leave, I’ll leave and never come back. Know that I left because I want to leave.

My happiness is at stake. I guess I’ve said all there is to say.

I’M SO HAPPY!!!

deepavali at Yogi beb

LISTENNNNNN! to the voice within!

Just so we won’t forget that we’re a wonderfool bunch of cool and fun people. Now… I’ve got project to rush.

I hate this part right… here.

I almost always never censor my mouth. I almost always say things I don’t mean. I almost always end up hurting someone I don’t intend to. I’m almost always unpredictable. The world is just another photoshopped lie.

Live with it. I almost always say what i think.