This is the last time I’m going to talk about this.
I didn’t want to be rude, but your drove me to the wall. Firstly, you should know about my heritage. I am part Chinese, Peranakan Malay, Australian and Scottish. So, HOW CAN YOU CALL ME BLACK?!?! Have you ever seen a Nigger? or do you need a mirror. We know we always have a spot in the lime light, but you’ve got no right to compare us to spots!!
You can take 10 million photographs but it doesn’t change the fact that someone fucked up. Everything looks so perfect from faraway, but my thoughts rearrange. The Magnum Experience has been a great one. But there’s something else that’s worth experiencing. It’s called life. Heard of it?
Do you know what normal teenagers do during their free time? Gyeah, sure, they work out here and there. But they get to hang out with their cliques. They chill in town or somewhere nice talking and just… talking. They catch up with the lives of their best friends. They have dinner at home with their parents. Stuff like that.
This is a decision that I’ve made. It’s got nothing to do with the rest of you. I expected “I respect your decision” is that too much to ask? am I reaching out for the impossible? didn’t think so. Of course this does not refer to everyone. Thanks to Citra, for always being there. For guiding me along rocky roads. Thanks Pan, for the fun, laughter, love and joy. Thanks Karenn, Kyra, Denise, Esther for hanging out and being yourselves. Magnum has reunited me with Fuzzy, and I’m greatful for that. Evan, from Dunearn to Ngee ann, from Cheetah to Magnum. Thank you so much. Vincent and Andrew, I’m sorry our package had to be disbanded. You guys have so much potential and I’m proud to have been able to work with you guys. I’ll remember what we talked about at the Loft. I’ll keep it shush. Thank you Lenny. For everything.
I guess, I don’t want to involve myself with anything like this anymore. I’m over it. I am happy, I thought you guys would be happy for me too. I realized, I can’t expect that from everybody. I have no right to expect anything from anyone.
Are you happy with the changes?
Ecstatic
November 8th, 2008 at 11:06 pm
danny,
well didn’t mean to offend you with my post.
it happen to be on the day you and zaza left.
well to be honest, those black spots aren’t referrin to you or any of you.
sorry that i didn’t explain clearly in my post.
those black spots are meant to be the hatred and unhappiness in the team. and im NOT saying you guys ARE the cause of the black spots.
you can like “whatever” but seriously i’m just stating fact.
as much as i hate anyone to leave magnum, i certainly feels you have your stand with your decision.
and i respect it.
i know how it feels..i did it before.
and what about life?
for me i chose to become an athlete and i love it.
i believe this is an athlete’s life. ok that’s not the issue.
just so you know,
i can just read your post and talk behind your back without you knowing the real fact, but that’s not me.
i guess you should’ve known me. i don’t bad mouth others unless i’m offended.
but yeah. i guess i’ve given you my explanation.
for you to accept it, i leave it to you yeah.
and again, as your ex senior, friend..if there’s misunderstanding,
i apologize. to you and zaza or anyone who feels offended.
-superman.
November 8th, 2008 at 11:21 pm
hey! hey!
We’ll always be friends, Dan.
Hang Out soon, yeah!
i respect your decision lah.
just that,
on that day i just have to shush to control my tears.
so no worries.
i think everyone respect it.
gonna miss you though. :p
November 9th, 2008 at 8:31 pm
Many were upset that you left. thats what i can tell you. Well, its hard to find some 1 to replace you in our package. take care in everything you do bah
November 10th, 2008 at 2:50 pm
Pls. you’ve left. Just let every misunderstandings be cleared and just be friends with magnum people. Whats the point if 2 of you just keep using blogs to talk about each other? just meet each other out and clear every understanding that you have with him. I’m sure you wan 1 more friend den foe right? If you are not gonna settle with him face to face den just let the matter rest.